God I am so crap. I did really well on the bootcamp before Xmas but can't get my shit together. I keep to it for 5 days then succumb to chocolate. Sugar is like a drug to me. I just need to get some self control and rediscover my faith in this woe. I have kept a stone of the 20 lbs I lost before Xmas off. I just had such a shock this morning when I weighed myself, I've actually gained a pound over this bc. How ridiculous!
I just need a much needed kick up the arse, really. I was genuinely shocked at the scales because I my clothes, I can't actually feel a difference in terms do tightness in my clothes and at the weekend was feeling quite svelte!
Any words of wisdom would be invaluable. I need to make this work long term, got a stack of family medical history breathing down my neck..