Im due back to work in October and to go back part time, im living outside london at the moment but my job is in london and i moved out of london once i had my son as his dad was making life difficult, now im due back i cant afford to go back to live there.
I tried getting a transfer to an area near me but no such luck - well none that i could get childcare for. I really love my job and have worked all my life for this position, i adore my baby but want to keep my job BUT i dont know how i could have both without dramatically giving up being a good mum and having a great career.
Having to make that drastic decision - whether to give it up and be a SAHM, i wouldnt mind but i hate the thought of never gettin a career back again.
I dont know if im more bothered about losing my status or whether i cant accept that maybe my time is up in this job!!!
Advice please as im totally stuck - decision is really upsetting and cant find an answer!!
xx