I want ds to go to bed. I am so bloody tired. there is no let up. I know it's selfish but I want to stay up and order a takeaway but he is still up and I just cant bring myself to put him to bed because then I miss him and feel shit for putting him to bed. so am stuffed either way.
feel fat or feel shit
or feel fat and shit
or feel thinner and shit
and bored
I need to get a life