I do want to work, I hate being on benefits and being such a shite role model for my dc, but I get so bloody nervous even at the thought of it.
In the past I have made the wrong choice and gone for jobs with too much responsibility, and this makes me even more nervous and I end up quitting.
So, this job is something which I have done before and that doesn't really have much responsibility.
I just to get over my nerves and all will be fine. I know it would be so good for me and the dc if I were working. We'd be better off and i'd get some confidence back, and also loose some weight probably.
So, I will ring about it tomorrow, and I will report back here afterwards. See can't get out of it now can I lol.