Single again.

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Managed a year of a long distance, but he finished it. Think it was all to much hassle for him really. He wants the easy life I suppose, work-sleep-work-DVDs-work-bath-work-tv etc etc. Too much hassle to come and see me and all that. hard forme to travel and see him what with having two kids.

Just sucks really I feel I have wasted so much time and emotion, I really thought I had a good one, but it has been fizzleing out for months I suppose.

No words of wisdom but for you. Hope you feel better soon.

Trying to finish my last piece of uni work this week and didn't need this right now.

I really didn't think I would be bagging up another pile of stuff to return so soon after last time. (last time was exH)

We were supposed to be going away bank holiday weekend and hiring a car, he kept asking if I had hired it. He was supposed to be coming on monday to stay for a week and kept saying how much he was looking forward to a week off. He is going to visit his mum now.

Stupid fucker!!

It is really hard - I hope you can plan something nice to do for yourself. Will you still go away with your children? Long distance can't have been easy on you either - I hope you are being kind to yourself.

Kids are already arranged to go away with PIL for the holiday weekend. MIL wants me to join them for the weekend (caravan site) but she didn't realise exH was going to be visiting them for one of the days. I am negotiating with exH as to what day he will be going so I only have to go for 2 days, don't think I can handle 4 days sitting in a carvan with the PIL , exH has his uses LOL.

I am actually starting to feel the relief and being to be positive. I wasn't really getting anything out of the relationship for a while now apart from occasional company.

Now where can I find a man 80+ years and very rich , thing is I don't know where to meet men, apart from at work and as my exH and recent exP both work for the same company I think I need to look further afield, but don't really have a social life outside of work. And working as a volunteer Brownie leader doesn't really help me meet men .