well i fort things were improving i hav looked into debt management but they want upfront payment of 100 quid also i think ill b worse of nyway. the probs with waste collections getting worse my garden looks a tip im trying to get sum help wit this but cant find ny n no family member will offer 2 help so thats all gettingg out of hand. i got personal probs going on atm wit my sis all she goes on about now is herself and her bf she doesnt help me in any way and i feel pushed away. im ending up crying and screaming and shouting at lots of times during the day which i know doesnt help but i ffeel so stressed. im due 2 giv birth in 2 month and nothings ready i hav asked 4 sum support of my gran but shes always 2 busy 4 me as is my sister. i do hav a homestart worker butttttttt once again shes 2 busy for me. my daughter whom is 16 months is driving me madddddddddddd i wish i cud jus hav a little break. the bumps dad still wants nothing 2 do wit us either he is 2 busy wit his other kids i feel im having a complete breakdown i wontttttt b able 2 cope wit 2 kids under 2. theres no wayyyy i can do it im already under so much pressure how is anything going 2 get better. weekends are awful im skint n we stay in all the tiime as the weather aint great, im always snapping at people. still hav no mates or nyfin and only ppl who do bother 2 tlk 2 me online end up being sad desperate pervs. i jus had enuff i really really have im 21 i shudnt be feeling thhis god dam way!!!