Insanely jealous

[IllegallyBrunette]

An old school friend added me on FB. It is a guy that I was madly in love with at school for ages and ages.

Trouble is I was mega shy and so scared of messing things up that when he asked me out I agreed and then backed out. I clearly remember ringing him to say i'd changed my mind ( I hadn't actually), and him asking me several times if I was sure.

I regretted it hugley, but he didn't speak to me for ages, and neither did a few other people cos they were really pissed off with me for messing him about.

Anyway, a few months later after we;d left school I rang him to try and make friends only to be told he was out with xxxxx.

Xxxxxx is now his wife and mum to his 3 dc, and I have just seen a pic of her on FB.

Totally stupid I know but, I am so jealous. It was so nearly me and I lost it just because I was so scared of messing it all up.

I actually want to jump up and down and stamp my feet

Yep,I know what it's like to regret stuff,but I still(probably insane I know!)think that it all happens for a reason,like spending 10 years with someone cold and unloving but without that happening I wouldn't have had my gorgeous dcs!

Snap

I was with xp 10 years and yes without that I'd not have my 3 dc.

Still jealous though LOL.

Oh good grief, he has added their wedding pics.

ooh can we see him? link!

Well I don't think I can link directly to his profile on FB, and shouldn't really anyway, but if you looked on my profile and happened to look on my friends list for someone with the initials S.N, then you might find him.

My profile

Not sure you will be able to view it if you aren't a friend though. Not sure what my settings are.

tried to look IB but can't access your profile.