Woke up this morning with my beautiful 1 year old dd in bed with me, but just really missed having xp there too. We split four months ago and me and dd have been in our own place now for two months. Most of the time I love it just being me and her but some days, like today, I feel lonely and scared about the future and want to ask xp if he misses me, if he could ever see us getting back together (all the things that reek of desperation and make it highly unlikely in fact!) I don't, he's round all the time and always calls and texts, and I always act as though I'm fine, coping and have no interest in a relationship. But in the back of my mind I would like us to be together again, just not in the same way we were before (ie I don't want to live with him and his ds again). Anyway, he's coming round again at lunchtime and I need some words of advice to stop me feeling weak. Usually I can reason myself out of feeling like this, but today that feeling is just hanging around and I really miss him.