just feel so effing deflated today :o(

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I just cant be arsed to do anything with the house, the kids are running riot and i just feel like shit....stayed at my friends last night while he had the children because i just cannot bear to be in the house on my own , i just feel so lonely, even though we have made the right decision, i just cant believe the situation i am in right now....most of the time i feel fine but i just cannot shake this feeling of sadness.

DD is staying at my dads tonight and DS will be in bed for 7.30 pm so thats me on my own....again i just want to cry....but i wont

couldn't agree more, there will be other times to contemplate how things are good/bad/awful/better, friends can really help just by taking your mind off it for a little while, go on,accept the offer of company, it will help you, you need it right now. I'm going to phone on of my mates for a natter instead of doing more house work and being moody.

lol....well her girlfriend doesnt want to come to mine so i am just gonna ask another mate if she fancies it when she finishes work....if not then i am gonna get the quily on the sofa and veg out......watching what i want to watch x

she has just rung me and said that me and DS can stay at her house...she is bloody brilliant, but i have turned the offer down....dont feel it would be fair on my little fella so am stayin at home with him x x x x