and i have not cracked up, but am still feeling really sad about things. I know it's for the best and have honestly acknowleged that i am not in love with him either, we are working towards a friendship, not just for us but for the children.
I have reverted the bills into my name
and i am de cluttering the house, start as i mean to go on
told the DC, DS is too young to really understand but DD is 5 and knows that
"mummy and daddy love each other, just not enought to live with each other anymore, but we love you both so much and we always will" she seems to be adapting quite well at the moment. we have sorted maintenance out and everything is ok.........but i just feel so sad and scared that i am going to fuck up as a single mum i have never really lived on my own and it is a scary thought. sorry for the waffle iu just need some reassurance because i feel i am going to sink....and i have exams until the end of june