Hi Everyone,
maybe I’m just musing on a Saturday morning as I do the usual breakfast, housework, childcare etc..
my ex was seeing someone else and I found out. It’s probably been going on for years and we separated a year ago. divorce is underway. I kicked him out when I found out straight away and that was that.
recently I saw photos of them both together on social media looking like they were having the best time. She looked very attractive and slimmer than me. I have never spoken or contacted her despite wanting to but I’ve been good! I don’t think he’s living with her.
my ex is probably just in a selfish sort of relationship where he is seeing her without the commitment but I’m a bit peeved off he’s not just making it public to me. He says why on earth would he tell me anything about his life.
we were married and had children. He sees the children once a fortnight when it suits him.
my question is, I hate this man for what he did to me. I married him and had 2 beautiful children, he got bored and ran off. Why the hell am I so jealous and upset?!!! Is this normal?!!!!
I really wish I could just move on and block him. I would but we have children so I’m forced to see him and be reminded that I actually loved this man.
any tips?! It’s been a year. I want to move on and live a happy life but I’m so resentful abd full of hate towards him yet jealous of her!!!
my head is scrambled!!!
if anyone has any top tips for shaking off these feelings, I’d love to hear them or even just some positive words! Thanks for reading!