Embarrassed to admit this but I just can't do this anymore, I'm failing as a parent. I can't get my kids to school on time I'm too exhausted. I have 4 and 2 of them are autistic they don't sleep at night and I'm exhausted I can't even get up in the mornings where I've been up all night and I've had no sleep, I never get a break from them, they don't see their father and I have no family. I'm constantly exhausted and the tiredness is making me very depressed as I'm struggling to function doing it alone but now I'm failing even more because I can't get them to school on time. I have constant meetings because of lateness and they are constantly on at me which I understand and I will not tell them this as I do not want them to think I can't cope and report me. I don't know what else to do I'm extremely exhausted that it's affecting my life and the children's. I don't think one person is suppose to be doing this alone, if I had the occasional break from them I wouldn't be so exhausted and would have some energy. sleep deprivation is killing me so please no judgment please scroll past on if you are going to judge. has anyone got any advice on how i can be less exhausted?