bit down today :(

[davidtennantsmistress]

today's my 5th wedding anniversary or would have been not that XH & I really went to town for it all, apart from the first one, but feeling a little sad.

not even seein DP until tomorrow night

does it get easier the more you have?

The more DP's you have? I would imagine the more DP's you have the more you wouldn't have time to think about anything else! ;)

lol. no the more anniversaries alone you have! had an EDD, now 5th wedding anniversary, all in the 7 months we've been split up - next one will be the year anniversary of us splitting up I guess in september.

still least my friend is coming over tonight to share a bottle of wine....or two!

hope youre ok

it will be/would have been our 5th anniversary next week!

(maybe we both got married on bad dates in 2003?!)

oh my god, we split properly in september too, and i am really dreading this september (the anniversary of it) coming around!

do you have same name and date of birth as me too???

Aww DTM sure you are enjoying your wine by now

AGBU it would've been my 18th Wedding Anniversary next week too.

I think I'm doing ok and then I start thinking about it. Had planned out a text in my head to send to Trollop on the day, something like, ' hope you're having a nice day with My Husband on what would have been our 18th Wedding Anniversary' Somehow I don't think that would be such a good idea, and spose was just having a down moment. Will probably just keep myself busy, what dy'a think?

hugs to us all

all - no not a bad date, just a bad choice - v v bad choice, but then again I wouldn't have DS now so can't all be bad can it??

not same name no! lol. we split up on the 8th sept, my family seem to think that when XH clicks his fingers i'll go running back - but honestly after everything over the last year he's put me thru, not to mention prior to that there's no way - much happier now definatly so, just have the odd wobble! lol.

thanks geri - yes we did enjoy the wine, said friend left about midnight- has to be said thou it was nice to have an anniversary when I didn't feel obliged to have sex! lol. as you say hugs to us all. not sure i'd have the restraint you do - althou then again I'm trying my hardest with X and his ahem well, floosy, to play the long game, and not rise to it all. 'tis hard thou and already had a wobbler to XH - odd thing is thou he knows about DP, and when I said to XH about this floosy of his (whom he was apparently not seeing (yeah right) prior to us splitting up) and how upset I was etc seeing him with someone else - I know selfish & all - ok seeing him with her as she's the reason if you ask me well part of it. he said I know it's not easy for me either. wtf???

anyhow hugs to us all. lets play I will survive as loud as we can and drink copious amounts of wine! lol.

All the first anniversaries (christmas, easter, mother's day) are horrible. Valentine's day is a particular bastard, isn't it? It isn't easy for either of you probably. Just because things went wrong, doesn't mean some bits of it weren't right and lovely. You are really quite newly separated. Don't be hard on yourself for the odd 'wobble'. I still wobble now, and it's been 4 years and I hate the bastard. No logic to my wobbles - I just have to accept that it happens sometimes