My DD is 12 and her father and I split up when she was 18months. Turns out, unfortunately, he had been sleeping around with a number of women behind my back. We are from a very small town and this came to light at a later date.
We actually split up because he had been such a non-existent parent. We really did have a great relationship before I had DD.
When DD was born I had Pre-Eclampsia and then Eclampsia. My parents were there then but were 250 miles away within months as my dad had cancer and I was literally left holding a very high needs baby all alone (she has ASD/ADHD). Spent 18 months trying to build bridges between farther and baby (and me). She was very much wanted by him but once she arrived he did not want to know- he wouldn’t even hold her.
Before we split up he asked if we could move away to the place where my parents lived (more opportunities for him work-wise). Once we had split I told him that we were still going to go so we could be supported by my parents (retired teachers- father recovered) and that we would always holiday back in the small town (parents have a flat there luckily). I asked if he was ok with it and he said he wasn’t bothered.
I always agreed to drive at east 50% of the way to meet him but he only ever saw DD when i took her back to the small town for holidays (is, every Summer). Despite earning well (over 60k) he went years without paying any maintenance and every time I thought about CSA I decided I didn't want to cause a huge rift as we knew/know all the same people. He told me that he would leave his job and pay bare minimum if I did this anyway.
Fast forward to now: he is on his 5th relationship since me but £150 lands in my account most months (I do have to ask or it doesn’t happen), I unofficially have 100% custody of DD and we generally have a very happy life. We travel and do lots of exciting things and feel very lucky. I work full-time and hopefully give her every opportunity and bit of time with me that I can. He randomly wades in to her life unexpectedly eg demanding that she did not have the Covid vaccination and she then feels very angry.
The biggest issue is that he insists on seeing DD twice each year for the day and he expects her to adore him. He forgets her birthday and has never been involved in Santa or anything like that (of course I have always pretended that gifts are from him but she sees through it all now). She is a very polite young lady and is very kind to him but last year she telephoned him between visits and it all came pouring out. She previously had counselling through school to handle the rejection she feels and she told him all about it. He told her that he was what he was and wouldn’t change for anyone.
She hasn’t seen him since last October and the longer the gap, the more angry with him she feels. She asked me why I didn't put a stop to this when she was younger but I told her that I didn't think that would’ve been right. He becomes cross when she doesn’t respond to the odd text he sends (she isn’t that keen on her phone apart from a few WhatsApp groups with friends) so I admit I have sometimes just sent a quick reply pretending to be DD.
He has two older children in the small town (we get on well with them and their mother) and he sees them regularly. This breaks DD’s heart as he is working elsewhere and now lives closer to us by 50 miles.
If you have read this far- thank you! My question is this:
How do I help preserve her mental health as she approaches the teenage years? He is in her life but not really…
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ScoobyDoo80 · 11/05/2023 19:20
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