Here I am,A Saturday eve and my girls with her dad and his gf.
I have to say,I really miss the company of a man (no,I don't mean just sex,I mean cuddling up on the sofa watching a movie,have a meal,a chat,whatever)
I miss being in love with someone who feels the same way.
Have a casual thing going on with a much younger guy,we have a great laugh,great sex,have become great mates,but that's all it'll ever be,casual.
I'd so love to meet someone who'd like a serious relationship,but sometimes I wonder if it'll ever happen.
Went on PlentyOffish for a laugh,chatted with a guy for quite a few weeks,he asked me out on a date(once we'd get to know eachother better),seemed dead sweet,seemed to have his head screwed on,v attractive etc etc.Then suddenly his emails(and they used to be many and frequent!) stopped and I was like-What?!.Fair enough if we'd met,but we hadn't...,or if I'd been firing off messages 24/7 and acted like some bunnyboiler.But no,his last message went along the lines of-Hi hun,so happy to see your message yadiya bla bla.Then, that was it!(weird!)
he might have met someone else from the site who'm he clicked with,but come on,just say so then,what's the biggie?I'd
understand.Instead he just went underground!lol
That kind of gave my confidence a bit of a knock,thinking what? Are all the guys on these sites complete twats,or did I just find a bad egg?
Anyway,hope someday I'll find that special someone who'll love me,who'll become a great friend to my little girl(she's already got a dad,so don't need another one!lol),I've just had it up to here spending nights on my own,I need some love in my life!
I shouldn't complain,have the most wonderful daughter,great friends,great family,but is it wrong to want to fall in love again and be happy?
Sometimes I just think I'll always be single...(sorry,usually not this negative at all,but am having a real "feeling sorry for myself moment
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tetti · 10/02/2008 00:46
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