Anyone else feel this way? I had an amazing 3 year old and a little baby who is 17 days old. My husband left me out of the blue at 24 weeks pregnant and just completely desserted me. He was very emotionally abusive during the break up, I saw a side to him ive never seen in 8 years. We are getting in ok now, but can't help but think it's just the new born bubble! I just can't believe I'm a single mum. All I've ever wanted is a family and I have the most amazing children... I feel so guilty I can't give them that family home :( I'm 30 this year and I can't help but dream of a happy family with more children and a loving partner... but I have no confidence and feel like nobody will look twice at me, a single mum with 2 :( And maybe I've had my shot at a family and this is it!
Has anyone else been where I am? Am I ridiculous to hope for more?
Just needed to get it off my chest really!