So I'm going to try and keep this simple but it is a very long story! In June I gave birth to my second child a baby boy, me and my partner had been together for 14 years and have 2 children together.. In August my partner started distancing himself he would stay out often around 3 nights a week, he would cause arguments to go out and to stay out, he stopped helping with the children and had little and no interest in sex even though he caused so many arguments about it.. In September he stayed out and decided to tell me he wasn't coming back no reason just that, he waited around 2 weeks before he came to collect any of his things and even then wouldn't explain why he'd left me and our children. After 4 weeks of him leaving I found out he was serious with another woman, he's now blocked my number and refusing any contact with his children.. I'm feeling so scared, alone, betrayed and hurt. But I've found that I'm also having some resentment towards my son as I feel the pressure was just too much and that's why he's left.. How can I stop feeling like this and what can I do now? He's left my daughter completely heartbroken and has no bond with his son at all.. Its all just getting too much, I'm completely on my own without any help and I'm finding things so difficult right now.