I currently find myself in a bit of a mess I've been single 6 years bringing up my 17/13/7 year olds I've currently found out I'm expecting and also found out the bloke I've been seeing has a girlfriend I've had scans and seen my baby seen heartbeat and really want this baby but can i go through with it everything is such a mess I have no family for support and only a few friends and if I kept the baby well as you can imagine it's going to cause alot of grief for him and me I'm so ashamed of what I've done and if I knew I would have never gone near him I'm just feeling lost at the moment