right where to start well id best tell you why i feel this way
dd is 6yrs old when i told her dad i was preg he told me he was married i didnt have a clue but did the right thing & called off the relationship there & then even though i had no other support as id walked away from my family & moved to the other side of the country to be with him. i allowed him to be apart of the babys life as i didnt feel i had a right to refuse that all the time he was trying to get me to take him back but i didnt.
anyway dd was born i didnt allow him tobe present but he was doting daddy for first few months then i dislacated my shoulder when dd was 9mnth old her dad took me to hospital & took her to his house rather than her wait in hospital all this time i thought his wife knew anyway she came home from picking his other kids up from school & asked whos baby is that he said his & after afew days he told me she wanted him togo for custrdy of dd as he would let he have another baby he refused.
i have never met or spoke to this women but have always been made to feel that i have done something wrong when i dont feel i have i find it hard to let her go to his house to see a women how wanted to take my baby away from me.
i always feel that i am looking over my shoulder & feel that hes always watching me in the past the has made a habit of telling me he has seen us & what we where doing or what i was doing if i was on my own & that makes me feel very uncomfortable. he went to greece from 2wks & has just come home in those 2wks i felt free something i havent felt in yrs.
right to the point im thinking of moveing out of the area staying close enough so he can have regular acsess to dd but far enough so i can relax but apart of me thinks that is wrong but i know i have to do something for my own sanity
i just need to know what anyone else thinks i should do