single mum already pregnant and alone

[caroline180]

I dont know what to do I'm so low I'm a mum to two kids aged 6 and 2 my youngest son 2 is really hard to handle I'm having a really hard time with him their dad makes my life incredibly hard and don't support me financially or emotionally he sees the kids ok his terms if they are lucky once a week and that for about Alf an hour in my house had a miscarriage a few months ago and he was so nasty to me I'm now pregnant again have decided that enough is enough and have ends the relationship I don't love him anymore he's done so many bad things to me but I cant cope I'm suffering with depression and wo ant this baby but I feel like my life is such a mess I'm being selfish I don't believe in abortions at all but am starting to think of it as an option I'm so low im trying hard starting driving lessons and trying to become independent I just do t know what to do I'm really unhappy any advice will be appreciated thank you

Only you can make this decision. Termination is not always a terrible thing - sometimes it is the right decision for the children you already have.
Or if you want to continue then you can look at options including support from the father.

Marie Stopes offer a free counselling service when you don't know what to do about a pregnancy - I called them in a really tricky position and found them unbiased and they just asked questions to help me think things through. You can speak with them as many times as you need in person or on the phone until you've made a decision.
Best of luck.

There is no right or wrong here. Do what is right for you and dc.
I would also add he doesn’t get an option whether to support or not . Go to the cms.