Finding it hard

[purpleme12]

So we split up about 3 weeks ago he moved out. I know He didn't treat me right for a long time and I know I deserve better. But I'm really finding it hard now. I feel like it's all on me. I feel like there's a hole where someone should be loving me and showing me affection. I can't be worth loving. Our relationship used to be different years ago. I feel so alone. I've got no one I can lean on. I'm not close to my family. I don't think I can do it

Of course its hard right now, its only been three weeks, its still raw. You need time to grieve, recover and think about what comes next.
You can do it and you will do it, but you need to give yourself that time to come to terms with whats happened, before you can see what your future could be, and what you want it to be.
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