Been on my own nearly 3 years now...xh left us to be with his exgirlfriend, who he'd been keeping in touch with for most of our marriage!
I don't want him back, I've left them alone and I've never caused any trouble for her but I still hate the woman! Does this feeling ever pass?
He's happy because he's left to be with her, she's happy because she's got him, they are happy because they play 'happy' families with the children, the dc's are happy because they have access with their father.....and that leaves me!....I hate having to let my dc's go every other weekend...I feel really sad and lonely without them. I hate the fact that SHE is forming a relationship with my dc's when she is the cause of them now being in a 'step-family' and not having their father at home with them...(they are too young to know what has gone on).
Obviously I wouldn't be so cruel as to want her to be horrible to my dc's...that would be far worse....I don't know what I want really.
I guess I just feel like being a 'nice' person you don't get anything in return! She was a b1tch and is very happy.....I'm the only one being hurt here! Maybe I should go and steal someone elses husband?! (sorry...poor joke..I have morals and proud of them!)
But why do I still feel so sh't and unhappy?