So I've been a single parent from early pregnancy, that was tough in itself. I've changed my life, managed to progress in my career after a relocation and I think my child is happy and well balanced. That's not to say I've paid a price both mentally, emotionally and physical. I'm sure it's the same for others in my circumstances. There is no one in my friendship group who is a single parent and just lately many of my friends have had children or are pregnant, all with fairly supportive partners. It hurts me to the core despite me being so happy for them all. Everyone tells me I'm so strong and they don't know how I do it, I've no choice but to make the most of it right?
My pregnancy was awful, I suffered the effects of stress which saw me with dangerously high blood pressure that required treatment towards the end of it. I've gained a lot of weight, probably through comfort eating and I'm sure this is a familiar story.
I'm have highs and lows but the lows are crushing. I feel like I'm constantly surrounded by happy, two parent families! Pathetic ugh. I made my choices and I'm so in love with child but that doesn't stop the raw pain and regret that circumstances could have been different.
Just venting I guess :)