Hi everyone. I'm feeling totally down tonight. I have been separated for two years but have only just reached the angry stage!! I have no idea how it's taken me this long. Ex husband decided he didn't want to be together anymore out of the blue and for some reason (I suspect I was a little relieved) I went happily along with it, told kids it was a joint decision and even tell kids I am very happy for him with his new girlfriend (who I am secretly happy that they dislike). But for some reason the hate has suddenly hit me! I have recently found out that he got together with his girlfriend 5 weeks after we split up (through match. Com) and that doesn't help the situation as we were going through council in at that time! Hes such an idiot, and a compulsive liar! We are good friends most of the time and do things together with the kids and are spending Christmas together but this hate is building up and I'm worried it's going to explode out. The other day he asked if I would have the kids for new year as they were supposed to be with him. I am. Over the mood as there's no one I would rather spend it with but it means for the first time he's spending it with his girlfriend and that's new and sad. I'm not sure what I think anyone can tell me, I suspect you might think I should get on with my own life but I find it so hard to meet new people and all my friends are busy with their families. I think I may just be feeling alone because it's Christmas but that's so unlike me!