Been such a wet lettuce today! Not sure whether I'm hormonal (14 weeks pregnant) or whether I actually am just being a weed but all I've done today is cry.
Today is two weeks since my ex walked out on me & DD(5) without a backward glance - a watsapp message was all we got, returning home to find most of his stuff gone. Since then, buggar all contact. Nothing about baby, nothing about DD, no explanation. He sent his daughter & his ex-wife to collect his stuff for him ffs!!
My head knows he is a bellend & we are so much better off without him. But I currently feel like someone has my heart in their fist & they're squeezing it, crushing it to death. I look around my flat & see nothing of him, & it makes me ridiculously sad. And there's this big part of me that wants to text him, begging him to just come home 😔
Please can somebody slap me out of this? I am usually in control, I can do this...except for this time