I am in my early 20's, i have three children, (8,3,1). My 3 year old son has learning difficulties, i've recently left my ex partner due to dv, I moved into a hostel for a while and now I have my own 2 bed house, my son has become increasingly more aggressive and i'm not coping. Social services are involved due to my ex and a concerned hv, they keep making appointments with me then cancelling on the day and i'm really starting to struggle. I have thoughts of suicide often, I'm pretty sure I had pnd after my son was born that never went away. Every day he breaks something new, hurts me and his younger sister (eldest spends a lot of time at her dads who isn't my youngest 2's dad) I've asked his father and grandmother for help, both have refused, I feel as if at this rate I can't carry on. I dread waking up. I don't want them to be taken away from me, but I need help to sort out my mental health, I can't do this all on my own anymore. Can I talk with SS about them taking him temporarily or something? I really dont feel myself anymore and I don't feel like i'm equipped to meet his additional needs.