Hi I'm a single mum working 20 hours with a 4yr old and a 18yr old who is currently not working. 2 different dad's, my 4yr olds dad comes over for the day every Wednesday where we hold a weird 1 day relationship no contact any other day. I do absolutely everything myself with no help and it's all getting to much. I have no real friends no social life and I feel I'm spiralling into a rut I can't find no way out of. I want my days off to spend quality time with my kids but instead I'm catching up on housework and stressed. I'm even contemplating deleting fb as seeing everyone else's life having partners doing things together is really getting me down I want a normal life but feels impossible.