Despite having seen ex's true character when he ended things and told me and and DS to leave the house, along with his behaviour since,
I miss him and I feel so sad it's not worked and so angry at him for just ending it like that, no warning, no concern for anyone but himself. I know this says a lot about him, and I shouldn't want to be with him but it's just hard to reconcile knowing he's a waste of space and missing him still. When does it get easier, when does the guilt ease and when do you feel positive about doing it alone?