Silly I know and usually can see the bigger picture, but I saw him tonight for the first time in months and I got really upset that he's managed to move on yet I can't seem to get past a couple of weeks!
We broke up two years ago, I took time out for myself afterwards, saw a counsellor to deal with the break up, been on loads of dates since then, a few which have lasted a couple of months but nothing else. I'm starting to think my ex scarred me too deeply that I'm now incapable of having a relationship. I'm a real commitment phobe and am worried I'm gonna be alone forever.
It just doesn't seem fair - I saved and saved and just bought my own house, he lives in a crappy bedsit. I have a good, professional job, he's in a job (for now) where his degree and intelligence are wasted. He's a crap dad, doesn't see DS for months on end and he was fairly emotionally abusive to me.
So overall, I know I feel sorry for his gf, but I just sometimes get to the points where I think, where's my next partner going to come along?!