Split with ex years ago due to his affair. We did try again but it just didn't work. I love and care for him, but that's where it ends. I want him to be happy.
But a part of me just misses having my family unit. I suppose the 2.4 ideal I had before he fucked it up.
I then get upset about how my family is no more yet when he finds someone, and has my daughter, he'll have the family I wanted. Does that make sense?