sorry couldn't be bothered changing my name back its not really appropriate for this post.
anyway it has recently hit me that i really am getting a divorce and ive dealt with things not too bad up till now, but now it seems ive just lost motivation, ive started crying every night and my standards have slipped (housework, appearance, etc) i really hope this is all normal and im not going to slip into a deep depression. im not on fb, but i hear from people what my ex is up to, and he is doing extremely well with tons of people supporting him, and i feel so so upset about this. i wish i could be glad for him, but then i wish everyone knew the way he treated me. i do have people supporting me but its harder for me to get that support as i'm more of an introvert and find it hard to get out and about, he is the complete opposite. plus i have our dd 95% of the time. how long does it take to get used to the idea of getting divorced, and then getting used to this life. ive already been separated for over a year so its not exactly like im new to it, you would think i would be getting there by now.