So I always wanted 4 kids and if I was still married prob would have by now, I choose to end my marriage 6 years ago at the time I had 3 baby/toddlers (now all primary school age) guess I thought I would meet someone else, get married have baby, be madly in love and happy ever after!!!
Didn't work out like that, was pretty much single for first 4 years (few short term relationships that kids never got involved in) then was with partner for 2 years but recently ended that as just no future together!
Guess I'm feeling sad, I want to be married, in a family environment and world live another baby, just feel like now it's never going to happen!