A couple of friends have asked what I'm doing on NYE... And I'm pretty sure I'll have the kids. So I guess I'll stay at home? But I'm really worried about feeling like shite on that night... Exh left in August so it hasn't been very long and I still feel awful sometimes. Also found out last week that my dad has terminal cancer and doesn't have long. My grandma died in July... 2013 has really kicked the sh*t out of me! So you can see why I'm stressing about NYE. Maybe I'll just go to bed early. Kids are too young to stay awake til midnight anyway.