So.... Ill start at the beginning of a kinda long story, baby daddy and me met 5 years ago on holiday! Quickly got into a serious relationship and bought a house, 1 year later got pregnant with first baby who was born prem at 28 weeks, after 6 of the best weeks of my life with our baby girl she passed away :( which sent me into a bad depression, 11 months later 2nd baby girl was born healthy 8lb 9ozs and she just changed my life, she saved me :) (crying as I type!) then feb this year baby number 3 was born, my little boy! Other half proposed to me on one knee next to my hospital bed whilst I was cradling my beautiful newborn! Obviously I said yes.... 5 months down the line my fiancée has left us, mid wedding planning, mid christening planning, mid raising our 2 year old and 5 month old, I'm on my own, my family live 80 miles away so I'm alone, his reasons are that we 'just don't get on anymore' yes we argue a lot about money, the fact that he was never here because he was out at work all day till late at night everyday including weekends, so I was literally raising them by myself anyway but now I'm just devastated he hasn't fought at all to save our relationship but neither have I because I just think if he hasn't why should I? I can feel my depression coming back aswel as an old eating disorder I just don't know what to do I'm by myself with my babies who are my absolute world but I'm so sad all the time... Somebody help please