Supposed to have a family wedding this afternoon with ex partners family. Ex is taking ds for a few hours but I feel gutted I can't go. Already had an email from the bride and groom so ask why I wasn't going and that they hoped I changed my mind.
I just know it would end terribly if I did go either with a row or me in tears.
My own wedding would of been in a few weeks and I just feel sad about that.