why does it hurt so much?

[faeriemum]

i was going to change my MN name..but decided against it....
here goes;
2 years ive brought up my son on my own....its not been easy...but its made us very close and a bond that is unexplainable.....
i met a lovely fella....or so i thought..and 5 days later...he tells me he's not over his ex yet......ok....so 5 days..come one...not as if it was love or anything....but god did i like him!

a bottle of pina colarda really didnt hlep me feel any better....but i feel so lonely......not without him..i just mean for all this time!
i am so stuck in my ways that i love my ds to be brought up my way.....but i need someone look after me!
most days im ok about it...but its days like this that remind me just how lonely i am........
boo hoo to me...sorry everyone....really just ranting to the world in general.
ignore me!

Just wanted to give my support - don't really have anything useful to say except that you obviously adore your son and are obviously a fantastic mum - I am sure it is hard being on your own but I am equally sure that you will eventually meet someone.

Take Care

Hugs
xx

hello

we're not going to ignore you
you're entitled to want someone to look after you or love you

ok 5 days is too soon but its the whole situation isnt it

be pleased that you are open to someone new and this one - his loss not yours

xx

i was a single parent for 4 years so i know how hard it is,i have been with my dp now for 7years so there is hope honest,sending hugs your way&if ever you need a shoulder to cry on let me know
xx

thankyou everyone,..feeling bit better now actually....think i needed to get it out of my system so i can start over again......am now thinking of all the positives for going it alone.....and they're out waying the neg's........
....so all the loneparents out there......carry right on!
scoobytwo...thanks for that, its a nice big family this mumsnet...great stuff
nag to get me for the next swap...lmao. cheeky me!