Ok, so being on your own with three children has it's advantages. I get to do what I like with them. I can relax without the arguments marriage brings, I can leave the washing up until the next day, I am honestly thankful that I have three amazing boys who do drive me up the wall but wouldn't be without which I know a lot of us feel.
I have make an effort to ask other mothers round ( just moved to new area) and they have responded. I have tried Internet dating with the normal good/bad response. But the end result is the same. Still feel bloody alone. Thought today that if anything happened to me at home today I would prob be all green and bloated before anyone noticed I wasn't around.... Sort of makes you feel alone. So my question to other single mums is how do you do it? How do you not collapse into tears at the end of the day. Everyone says I am so calm and cheerful , that's such rubbish. No idea how will make it through tonight let alone tomorrow. . Just want someone to say will be ok in the end..... Forgive my indulgent fall into the pits of self pity. Just want to know how to make it better and not feel like this.