My kids were with their dad this weekend. I've had a really great weekend with my bf, I've also got lots of jobs done. But got back home and could hear other children playing out in their gardens and it all left me feeling sad that I couldn't spend this lovely weekend with my kids. Now spent my evening crying over it. Much as I know I need time without my kids for myself and I know they need time with their dad I don't ever seem to be able to get used to my time without them :(