hi,
long time lurker. The other week I had a bit of a drunken snog with an old friend, someone I've known for years. We don't see each other very often (like once a year maybe) but the past few times he's been flirty. He lives at the other end of the country to me, is a workaholic (I used to work with him so I know), his children are older than mine but still at school and isn't looking for a relationship as far as I can tell.
I did enjoy it but since have been feeling really sad that I probably won't see him again for ages. I know I should just enjoy it, I did at the time, and it's not going anywhere.
I think I miss him as a friend as much as anything, and it did make me think about the passing of the years etc...I should just take it for what it was and get on with my life though shouldn't I?
When will I learn? Ha ha