I'm just sick of it all now.
Sick of living in a shell of a house and having the time to do it up but not the money.
Sick of being on JSA, getting interviews but not getting the jobs.
Sick of trying to manage everything on my own.
Sick of Exp and his twatish ways.
Sick of someone calling my phone but not leaving a message and having a withheld number
Sick of fighting for said shell of a house from repossesion due to Exp's twatiness.
Sick of the sympathetic looks from everyone
Sick of being skint.
Sick of DS being the way he is although I know it's a mental problem and not his fault.
Sick of the school and thier poxy rules about bullying.
Sick of court appearences about the house.
Sick of feeling not being good enough for everything.
Sick of not sleeping but am so bloody tired I havent the energy for anything else.
Sick of not being able to have a good cry and feeling sorry for myself.
Sick of my mother telling me move back down south even though I have told her a million times I hate it there.
Sick of my mother telling me that no-one is good enough for me and that they only want one thing.
Why cant I just break down like everyone else?