Sorry I am on my phone so can't do paragraphs but this is the basics. I feel trapped basically!!! I am 24 now and have a 5 year old and 21 week old both girls. I fell pregnant on my first when I was 18 it was a newish relationship just a few months etc... When I found out I was preg the dad finished it said he didn't believe baby was his etc.. I am not like that at all but there you go I kept baby had strong family. Contacted him when I had my daughter and his mum visited on his behalf when she was 10 days old I agreed to dna but told her he gotta pay and rearrange it and then I be going to csa never heard nothing until he visted when my oldest was 3 months and he was demanding to have her 12 hours a day and weekends etc. I said no he was a stranger done nothing for her it or paid penny. Supervised first then build up. He then starts pestering for sex etc. I give in once then but me and my daughter were so unhappy. At 3 months old she cried constantly when he was around but he lost interest in her and didn't hear from him until she was 10months old and I got court order. We went though courts 2 years. I got off lucky as he was so clueless that it didn't progress in court and my daughter was so upset everytime he was around though she is better now at age 5.. He weren't awarded parental responsibility either as judge didn't think he was commited etc and still never paid a penny. Lost count times he stole money out birthday cards etc... He got a high paid job and his legal aid was stopped so he dropped court case. My daughter was 2 and a half. it was a rough time. Since then its like we been treading on egg shells. To this day he not had my oldest as he can't be trusted it sounds bad don't it but he leaves all kinds dangerous stuff around his place, never gives her anything to eat/drink etc. Much more complicated then this but he compulsive liar.. I really hate him and his emotional games and blackmail that I have been giving in to his pestering for sex that's how I ended up concieving Scarlett I won't change her for the world but I was always made to feel like I'm the one in control. By having sex or doing whatever I get to keep contact on my terms and he threatens of courts a lot I don't want go through that with the girls not again. My oldest was put through so much it seems easier keeping him sweet. But its eating me up lately and he is getting worse and out of hand. He turns up at my house late at night for obvious reasons even when I say no. When he comes in the day to see the girls and my 5 year old goes out of the room he touches me up etc. Told him how I felt it makes no difference. I went upstairs last weekend to get my daughters boots and he followed me. He just gets up and uses toilet wanders up my stairs without even asking. He demanding me over what I should do with me life. He keeps nagging to move in. I ask for him to set up account for girls as he don't pay anything or buy some nappies but he says he skint he has too much debt. I am really struggling and would go without for my girls. I just can't stand him I been in tears over this last few days and there is no way out. I love to move far far away. I don't want put my girls through courts so of course I got to carry on. I would love him to have girls once in while so I can have break but he says as soon as he has them he taking them far away and I never find them he got family north wales so I believe him... He admitted only reason he took me to court was to hurt me. I generally believe he don't care for our daughters at all he just wants to make my life hell. So sorry for this post but not got a clue what to do. Stupid enough not to use condom he refuses but even though I say I'm broody I cannot have another child by him at all in this mess. Please knowone judge sorry its long. Much more to it then this I missed loads out. I just can't see a way out xxx