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Just found out exh is going back home.....

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Allalone0 · 16/02/2011 03:38

Got upto go to the bathroom and noticed a note in the letterbox. It was from exh telling me hes going back home and also talking about the flowers he bought for valentines day cos he felt like doing that himself. No mention of it being dcs suggestiion.
He hasnt given any details of when or for how long. Though i know he hasnt told dcs yet, i wonder when he was planning on telling them?
Im not sure how i feel at the mo or how i should be feeling?
But i think dcs will be abit upset.

I think i feel abit resentful that he is able to just up and go off on holiday (if thats all it is, if its a more permanent thing. Then im fuming that he can up and leave fior good).
He already is off out every evening with his mates. Even when he comes to see dcs after work, he is practically rushing out the door so he can go drinking with them.

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Allalone0 · 16/02/2011 03:41

My exh is from abroad, i brought him over here. He has a british passport, and has been here almost 14yrs.

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gillybean2 · 16/02/2011 09:41

Allalone it looks very much like this is a spur of the moment thing and he's possibly hoping you'll beg him not to go.

Also his rushing off from the dc and being out drinking with his friends may be because he finds it hard saying goodbye and then goes to drown his sorrows.

And yes it is easy to feel resentful of his lack of responsibility and freedom, but look what you get instead. He may well feel equally resentful that you get to be with your dc and he is sidelined to a bit part player on the lines of a favourite uncle or grandparent who gets to spoil and treat the dc.

I'm sure you both see the situation very differently from each other and it's hard to empathise with the other when their view is probably quite different to yours.

Have you told him you now know the dc put him up to the flowers thing? If not maybe it's best to get that out in the open at this stage.
He may well have thought that the request from them was at something you said and he may have had some hope that possibly there was a chance of a reconcilliation.

And any wounded animal will lash out.

Perhaps tell him you appreciate the sentiment and, in hind sight and knowing the dc had put him up to it, you would perhaps have reated differently. But does he, in hindsight, not see that it was inappropriate...

I think you both need to talk here. Never easy when people are hurting this much.

A break away may in fact be what he needs to clarify in his mind what he wants moving forward. But he needs to be the one to tell thw dc and work out how to maintain contact while he is away. You could offer suggestions such as skype, postcards etc. But ultimately it is up to him

If he really is going to go back permanently run away he may be suffering some deep emotion pain and hurt in order to think that is a better option rather than stay and parent his dc.
Some people simply can't cope with relationship breakdown and not seeing their dc as much as they want. Do you think that is possible here?

Allalone0 · 16/02/2011 10:27

Hiya Gillybean thanx for the reply....
I spoke to ds1 (eldest dc aged 14 next month) to try and tell him. And to my suprise he said 'oh yeah i know. Daddy told me on sunday when he and ds2 went to the cinema with dad. I asked if he knew when dad was going and he said 2moro evening. :-(

So bloody soon.

If u have a look at my other post 'Got told off by dd' there is abit of back history there, abt our relationship.

I rang him this morning after droping dcs off to skool. At first he was making out that he was 'just thinking abt it', which i didnt buy. so then he says 2moro. and i asked when he was planning on tellin the dcs? he never mentioned having already told ds1.

He said "i'll tell them when they come home from skool 2day" (how thoughtful of him).

I asked how long he was going for? but he said he doesnt know yet. so am not completely sure of whethr its just a holiday or he is hes going for good!

Told him i know it was the kids idea and not his to get the flowers, as he has made out to.

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NicknameTaken · 16/02/2011 13:05

To be pragmatic, he doesn't seem to make your life easier with his presence, does he? There are times when I think I would rather like my ex to announce that he is off to live in another country.

cestlavielife · 16/02/2011 13:35

my exP has been "going back" to his hme country for three years - still hasnt gone.

i dont respond at all.

ignore it.

he is trying to wind you up.

if/when he actually goes, deal with anything practical and support DCs to keep in contact.

until he actually goes just ignore ignore ignore

Allalone0 · 16/02/2011 14:24

cestlavie, he has 'threatened to leave the country for good, MANY times befor an i have ignored him.

At times i have been so fed up with him, that i have secretly hoped that he would 'bugger off' out of our lives for good!!

Reading everyones comments, there may be a possibility that he IS calling my bluff. Espec when he said "that if dcs told him not to go" then he wouldnt. Which does make me question how much of what he is saying is true?

But then on the other hand he may be leaving 2moro. Hes so bloody confusing and frustrating!! I just dont know what to believe?

How on earth did i spend so many years with him, is beyond me.....

He manages to cause so much stress and anxiety when im not living with him, how did i put up with it 24/7??

I guess the truth is that 'he actually doesnt contribute in a positive way when hes close-by'. Quite the oppopsite sadly.....but hes still dcs dad. And i cant help but feel that they still need him to be just that.

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NicknameTaken · 16/02/2011 14:28

I understand your desire to make him be a good dad (and it reflects well on you), but it's not within your power. Sounds like he's using your very natural wishes for the welfare of your dcs just to torment you. I think that you've just got to accept that he is what he is, and try not to let it affect you (and I know that's easier said than done).

beingsetup · 16/02/2011 14:41

I'm sorry all, he might be calling your bluff. You WILL manage whatever happens, however do sort out arrangements in advance. If he goes, will he come here to visit, or expect them to go there?

How do the dcs feel about him going?

Allalone0 · 16/02/2011 18:23

So it seems he wasn't bluffing. My sis txted me just after i picked dcs up from skool, to tell me he IS going.
I rang and asked how long shes known. she told me he told her and who ever else was there, just this morning! (hes my mums nephew, and she has put him up at her house since we separated. much to my annoyance).

He finally decided to come round and told dc2 and dd. I just couldn't believe it!! he was all smiles!! when telling them. Ds2 wasn't quite sure if he had heard right and then started to cry. His dad tried to comfort him by offering to take him bowling. :-s

The more i think abt it the more enraged i become.....(deep breaths, deep breaths, trying not to scream!!!)

Aaaarrggggghhhhh!!!!!

What a selfish Bd he is.....Angry

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cestlavielife · 16/02/2011 22:35

does that mean he is your cousin? your mum's nephew is your mum's sister's son?
not that it matters...but makes it all a bit complex if there are close family ties

but- anyway i bet you he will disappear for a few days then "come back"

Allalone0 · 19/02/2011 21:09

Sorry havent been back on here.

Cestlavie yes he is my first cousin.
Its very very complex cos of the close family ties!!
I think thats why my mum has been confused about where her loyalties lie.
She has always taken his side over mine. :(

He showed the ticket, when he came round to tell the kids he was going.
He promised my ds2 he would ring every day aswell as email.

Ds2 was upset and crying all day at skool on thursday, trying to hide his face from the teacher. :( :(

I just feel so so sad.....

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