Thought I was fine, till i found the scan of some girl he got pregnant..help!

[sereka]

I was with my daughters dad for 10 years. we were together from the caribbean, then he came to the uk where i finally joined him.

Things were fine till he became abusive (physically.I left him and went back numerous times. This time we are separated only 4 mths and now he has some girl pregnant. i saw a sacn in his room he tried to hide by closing the doors after bringing my daughter round to the house.

Now i was fine b4...trying to get on with my life...being single..no dates nothing.

I now find myself wanting him back and he said he wants to give it a go as well. I am crying constantly and cant sleep and not eating properly. I dont know if I could cope with a nother woman and child being there all the time. Also why do I feel like this right after finding out about the pregnancy?

Do u think its jealousy? He said it happened. They dont live together. What do you think guys?

I love him so much...I have some dirty ways that I am willing to change as well. He wants to make it work as a family as well, but in the back of my head I dont know if Im doing the right thing plus it will be hard to not constantly think bout the other woman

Help...dont know what Im asking just need to get this out!!!!!!!!

You want to stay with a man who is physically abusive towards you and has impregnated another woman in a casual fling???
You need support with your self esteem. This is not a relationship, it's torture and it will harm your dd's ideas about relationships if you stay in this apalling position. Honestly - would you want her to be treated by a man in the way you are being treated?

I feel so stupid... . trut me but it hurts so much now... I cant stop crying... he was my first and only man...I just dont know I feel so stupid!!!!

YOu feel stupid because he's crushed your self esteem till you can't see beyond him - but it doesn't have to be like that.