I’m struggling so much right now. We were due to have my darling dad over for Christmas this year, but four weeks ago he was diagnosed with terminal cancer (a complete surprise) and he’s currently laying a hospital bed over an hour away.
My parents are divorced so we have cancelled all our plans and come to my lovely mum’s house for Christmas. She is trying to make everything normal but I’m just so sad that I can’t be bothered with anything at all. The Christmas music is playing and the presents are ready to be unwrapped but I’m breaking inside. And the talking - so much talking about normal stuff - it’s unbearable. I’m trying to keep smiling and chatting but I feel as though I’m ruining Christmas for everyone.
We are driving over to see him later and have presents and do on - I’m looking forward to seeing him - but then we will have to leave him to return here and Christmas. I suffer from poor mental health anyway but I feel as though I’m underwater right now.
How the hell do I get through this?
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Life-limiting illness
I'm struggling so much today
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HeyHoTheWindAndTheRain · 25/12/2023 09:40
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