Hi everyone I’m 31 I have two small children. For the last year I have had the worse disabling pain in the middle of my chest below the breast and upper back. It comes every couple of weeks and it has me on the floor in pain. It feels like hunger pangs x1000000000. I’ve had every anti acid under the sun, an endoscopy and mrcp plus a gallbladder scan. All clear. I ended up in a&e yesterday and they have requested I see my gastro (who is sending me for a ct scan) and request a barium swallow which checks for spasms and tumours. I’m so terrified I can’t even concentrate and all I’ve done is moan at my babies (3&4) I’m living in so much fear because I know this pain isn’t normal and causing me so much anxiety I just wanna cry and run to the hospital evry 5 minutes. My gran died of throat cancer and grandad had stomach cancer so they have always been in the back of my mind. I just can’t cope and don’t know what to do or who to turn to. My gp has said there nothing more they can do or refer to as far as the pain goes so I have no one (professional) I’m just so scared this is gonna be it for me and my biggest fear is leaving my kids. I’m hoping to speak to my gastro today and get a referral even if she can refer me and I’ll pay private to get this done I just hope she calls me