I am currently heavily pregnant and been feeling hormonal highs and lows during my pregnancy. A few weeks ago on a saturday my OH and I had an argument because he was going to a family function which was quite a distance from our home and my eldest was to sit his exam on the Monday and would not be able to go either as he needed to revise. Obviously i would have to stay behind also because of travelling distance and my sons education. We argued verbally and as he was leaving he went to open the front door and i was right behind him trying to stop him and scraped (not with force, no brusising, no pain) the side of my stomach. I don't know what came over me and i called the police and accused him of some horrible things (that day and past events) that were untrue. I am not back tracking to protect him as i would never stay with someone like that and i would protect my kids but he really didnt do anything that day or in the past.
When the police arrived they asked questions and out of anger i agreed with what they were saying and showed them pictures from the past that were in my phone. one picture being of my scalp psoriasis which when it flares up gets very red and inflamed in my hairline and around my ears with flaky scalp. I told them he punched me in the head. It was untrue and i feel terrible for lying but i was still so angry and i dont even know why i didnt want him to go without me.
I also accused him of giving me a black eye but actually days before we were parked in a bay and i was trying to get out the car and he was helping with the door (tight space) and i stupidly banged corner of my eye on the inner corner of the car which left bruising. I have been taking Asperin during my pregnancy as prescribed by my health professionals and since then bruise at the slightest touch so my eye looked worse than it was and i passed it off as though i had been attacked when i hadnt.
I have held my hands and there is no excuse for saying those things and accusing someone of something so serious just because i don't want them to go somewhere without me but after a few hours i had calmed down and realised the how serious teh accusations were.
He was obviously arrested. Is on bail and wee have had no contact which is hard whilst being pregnant. Hes a very understanding person and i hope he can forgive me and move on from this as its not my nature to ever behave like this.
I NEVER made a statement and told the police the truth but they are going ahead to CPS with a victimless case hoping to charge him. what are the chances CPS will charge? I would be willing to testify that i lied because it was wrong of me to make such allegations but the police are not listening to me and seem one track minded to continue without me. Baby is due in 10 weeks and he will miss the scans and i DO NOT want him to miss the birth for my faults.
They are extending his bail they have already told me until CPS makee a decision whether to charge or not. what are chances of a charge and why would they charge if i am admitting a lied?
Please help i am going out of my mind.