18 months ago I was hit by an HGV when stationary in my mini. It was a rear end shunt into me as I was queuing to join a roundabout. He just didn't stop.
Although it was a fairly low speed collision, due to the size disparity betweeb us there was damage to the car and it felt like being hit by a missile. It made my head ring! I went straight to hospital with ringing in my right ear and neck pain and was given painkillers.
My bumper had to be replaced and I was diagnosed with whiplash and tinnitus by my GP afterwards. I fully expected to get better with time but it just hasn't happened.
18 months later and I am now on antidepressants, I struggle to work my usual hours because the position my neck needs to be in is now very uncomfortable. I take painkillers (codeine) most days and I cannot sleep well at night because the tinnitus seems worst then when it's quiet. I take amitryptaline every night to help me sleep but often I'm awake until the early hours. I am exhausted and miserable.
I had had an operation on my neck to remove lymph nodes the year before the accident so my neck area is weak and I think this has exacerbated things - I had never had neck pain before the accident and now it always feels stiff and tight.
I am self employed and am having to cut down my hours because the neck pain makes long hours difficult and I am constantly exhausted due to poor sleep. I tattoo women's faces for a living so this is not a job that can be done when you are tired or in pain!
I am desperate to see an ENT but because of covid my solicitor (who said she would arrange this) is hardly working and I can't get hold of her. I feel so low I am starting to feel like there's no point to anything.
My GP knows I have had thoughts of suicide because I just feel like this accident has robbed me of my future.
Whenever I have looked online it says that whiplash with tinnitus claims are well known to be mostly fraudulent so now I'm worried about even pursuing the claim but I am desperate to get some help so now I feel stuck.
What should I do?