PerryMasonsFriend thank you so much for your reply and thank you for helping me.
I think the only information held about me would be a written statement taken by a police officer which is where i explainened the disclosure made to me (which was torturous as i now wonder if the disclosure had been made to someone other than me at least one other person might be able to understand or comprehend what happened) The rest are statements and video interviews given by the children.
To further complicate things i am dyslexic so i apologise if what i say seems like i am not paying attention.
Since your response i have found a form that i should complete for a subject access request for the relevant police force.
I have to give a reason for wanting the information and i am not sure the police will deem it in the best interest of the children for me to access to the information.
There are 2 reasons i want access,
I personally want to see statements, interviews and video interviews to try and understand why no further action was the outcome of the investigation.
Secondly my youngest child regularly asks to see their dad. For 4 years i have said i will not allow them to because i want to keep them safe. I have not mentioned that dad has not tried to make any contact because i don't want to upset my child any more than they already are. It seems highly unlikely dad will attempt to make contact informally or through court, therefore my reasons for wanting information are entirely personal.
However i think (since my child wants to see their dad) once my child reaches an age when they are able to access the internet/social media and they may search for their dad, find him and want to pursue a relationship.
I am rightly or wrongly hoping that if i have a record of exactly what was said by whom (especially the children in their own words) my child if they still wish to see dad can then judge for themselves whether they still want to have contact after digesting the information.
As it stands there has been no resolution because there was no further action so in a way it feels like my word against dads.
I have thought about the possibility of my child reaching 18 and them requesting access to records themselves if they so wish but i worry that there may be a time limit on how long police keep records of statements/video interviews ect and that it may then be too late. Also as my child wants contact with dad still now four years later they may want to find them before 18.
I have no idea if i am doing the right thing requesting the records or if it is in the childs best interests but to me it makes perfect sense.
I find it hard to not think emotionally about this ( not even sure if i am focusing on something impractical and impossible because i feel the need to do something) and my reasons as above (for purposes of filling in the form) do not seem valid also, on a practical level, not enough space on the form.
So in brief i think what i am asking is what reason can i put on the form in order to clearly and precisely explain why i want access? Or it this a futile excersice?