help please - posted here before - had a showdown with solicitor today upshot is she's ceasing to act for me - already under immense stress - referred myself back to psychiatric team at the weekend due to long term depression as feel im at breaking point - have had doubts about both my solicitor and barrister - today solicitor refused to take an instruction I feel because the answer willl implicate them as well as my x -the lengths my x has been going to manipulate our case. I have questions re fees that have not been answered and due to this my bill not paid up to date - what the fuck can i do - my final hearing was already adjourned due to my depression . my narcisstic x has done what i feared made me out to be the loose cannon. Please help before i tip over the edge