I have been off work with work related anxiety for 5 months. Am feeling bit better but still have high levels of anxiety triggered by absolutely nothing
I ahveseen Occ health, doc, Consultant and CBT advisor. All think different things. Consultant thinks I should only go back when absolute remission happens (which Iam beginning to think will NEVER happen). Occ health have said July, Doc will go with what I want. However CBT therapist is pushing me to go back, and as I have made more progres with her in 2 weeks than with any of the others I am inclined to think like her.
I still have high levels of anxiety, BUT, miss my colleagues, am bored, lonely and fed up at home, I am a teacher, and I even miss the kids. As I teach secondary school a lot of students have left for exams so timetable after 1/2 term will be much less stressful. I am also due to go down to 1/2 pay shortly which we really can't afford
All managers have been really supportive and patient, and are trying to hep me. I have been given a phased return when I need it, and a buddy system should I wobble.
This is the crux.I have a history of anxiety and depression, but when I started working there , there was no Disability Act. I eclared one episode on my application form at the time ( I think) back in the mid 90's, but didn't realise that it was then going to become basically a chronic condition. I have been on AD's for the last 8 years. I have had wobbles during this, but have always managed to work through them. This time I couldn't
Occ health have advised the aschool that I am likely to be covered by the disability at work Act, but am not sure what this means.
Do I tell my employers that I have a disability? When I am on Ad's, I usually function very well, but when off them I don't. As yet I haven't settled on an AD as all have caused terrible terrible anxiety side effects. I am on another now, but only at low dose, which hasn't caused the any awful side effects yet.
Am I disabled? What if I have another wobble on phased return? What do I tell them? Have 3rd meeting with incerdibly patient Head on Tues who is trying her best to get me back to work.
Help. What do I tell them?